Judah's due date is two weeks from today, which has made for an emotional few weeks. But as much as it hurts and I don't often understand, I look around me and see so many things that God is making beautiful from ashes. And when I consider the future and wonder if I will only know loss from here out, I once again am reminded that if that is the way that God has chosen for me, then He will provided what I need at that time - not before, not after - to get through. It's been a lot of learning that I should not worry about tomorrow and what it may bring, because no amount of worrying will change things tomorrow (and He holds tomorrow already!!!). It will only rob me of my joy in today.
Our little family at midnight, following Judah's stillbirth, 10 November 2012. Judah's tiny feet in my husband's hand.
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