10 December 2012 - Judah's One Month Birthday

Today is Judah's one month birthday... Very mixed emotions... I'm so very sad to not have him. I would have been 27 weeks pregnant today. I got to birth and hold but will never get to mother my third child. And I'm amazed to see how God has brought us through this far, and what He's doing through everything. Please keep praying. I still have so much to record and no time to record it with life right now. It's great if I didn't want to think about it, but I WANT to think and process and remember... I know this may be a lot of work for some, but I have a request. If Judah's life has touched yours in some way, however small, would you send me a message with how it has touched you, that i can print and put in his memory book to look at when things are tough (or just to see what God's done)? One of the absolute biggest encouragements to me through everything has been to hear a few people tell me how God has used Judah's life to change/touch them and how. Today is a really hard day for me, and I would like to try to focus on the blessings that God has brought as a result of Judah, instead of our loss. Your story is one of those blessings. Thank you...