A month ago right now I was holding my son... I miss him so, so much. God, please remind me through each painful moment that Your plan for my and Judah's life really is far better than I could ever imagine. Remind me that only You can fill the gaping hole in my heart. Hide me in the shelter of Your wings. Let me run to You when life is so overwhelming and painful that I don't know where to turn. And please, God, use Judah, my, and my family's lives to point people to You. Remind me that even if I never know the answers, it is worth it to trust You. All the way. I need You desperately.
"Lead me to the cross where Your love poured down. Bring me to my knees, God, I lay me down. Rid me of myself, I belong to You. Lead me! Lead me to the cross!"
Smiles amid the pain...
"Look, he has his hand resting on his mommy's heart..." said my midwife. ALWAYS.
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