30 November 2012 - God Sees and Knows

I'm thankful for a God who sees and knows, and who is in control no matter what happens. I don't understand His reasons or why we lost Judah, or why we are going through the mess of things happening right now, but I know the One who does understand, and I trust His judgement and wisdom. I'm learning to let go and lean on Him. To see the beauty He makes from ashes. To be thankful for all the MANY blessings He's given to me. To run to Him when it hurts too much to go on. To joy in seeing how He uses my hurt for His glory. To cling to my husband as never before. To love on my living children as if every moment was my last. And to live rejoicing that I've been given one more breath to be used by Him. It's taking me a while, but I am learning... And He is such a patient teacher.